Cedar race...Poor coach roberts, he deals with a lot of tears from me. It just hit me on the way home that I am almost done.. forever. I had a little melt down because xc has not been what I hoped it would be. I love it..I really do but sometimes I forget why I am running. It is hard when my time is almost 5 minutes slower then I've run before. I am trying to just be happy with the accomplishments I get in the present but I can't seem to let go of the past. I just want to feel successful before it is over and I am running out of time. |